This week has been fantastic having my bestfriend home. I’ve been with her every day & she’s the one person who makes me happy & I know it’s genuine. It’s gotten my mind off so much shit, and made this week go by slow, in a good way. I’m so sad for her to be going home tomorrow, cause were not sure when we’ll get to see each other again. Hopefully not too long. She really is the perfect human being, & no one makes me more stoked on life than knowing she’s always there for me.

Going back to normal life without her is gonna fucking suck. I really need to figure out how to make some new friends. Its becoming so hard to think of ways to make it happen.
& I won’t even discuss trying to find a guy right now. There won’t be a guy who can make me so much as blush at something he says for a very long time. No ones worth the effort here.

Oh, did I mention that my first boyfriend from middle school tried to ask me out on a date while he was still in a relationship? Yeah. Prime example of how everyone here is scum.

Sorry this was long & annoying. But I felt like I haven’t made some type of venting text post in forever. Time to attempt sleep. Goodnight tumblr.